"I have the house, two kids, glamorous media job, but no boyfriend. My mother always said, "If you don't ask, you don't get," and it was with this thought in mind, I embarked on a series of casual one-on-one encounters, swinging and pervy sex - the sole purpose being to have a good time. No commitment, no 'I'll phone you later', no expectation of any further contact...unless I wanted there to be. The journey of self-discovery started back when I was a promiscuous 17-year-old, but it wasn't until years later when I met a New Yorker on the internet through an email exchange that I understood my sexuality. We eventually met and during the course of our 18 month affair worked our way through the spectrum of perversions, including exhibitionism, group sex, fetish clubs and watching hours of porn." This is the story of one woman's sexual reawakening - from losing her virginity to a loveless marriage and then regaining her confidence as a result of a chance meeting with a man 3000 miles away met on the internet. Suzanne's journey of self-discovery is anything but typical; her attitudes towards relationships and the men she meets along the way are even more unusual.